March-April 2026 Modern Wardrobe Journals

I am resuming work on this website as of March 2026. Fionna is coming along slowly, and issues of continuity are beginning to arise.

March 27, I write "How will I incorporate all Fionna's theory of bicycles? I feel the need to respect the boundaries of my books even after they have been deconstructed. The paper does not lie; it all comes from the same place. What else will I find from those books she spent so much time with?"

This new month of April will see the conclusion of this chapter, and the next will begin. Until then, the work is straight forward. Today, the first of April, the intention is to transcribe the "Rhodia grid journal", the second book of Fionna's that is subjected to scrutiny. Many iterations of these pages exist in the years following their creation, such that there is a pile of documents from all my attempts at consolidating the information. That will be the next stage, sorting through those downstream revisions and additions. For now, I will start with a simple transcription and edit.

April 4, 2026, 9:30 PM at Home

The first articles I will post correspond mostly to information per day or few days of research in 2022. I will establish a chronology first then add all the amendments which were made in the years after. Next, I will combine ideas across those distinct phases of research. Finally, I will gather all my research leading questions and determine if I have answered any of them through the knowledge I have gained. I will continue to cycle through my research until my preliminary questions have been satisfactorily answered.

One major issue I’ve been running into since restarting my work is that I forget where my research ends and my own thoughts begin. My earliest research is from late 2021 when I was 20 years old, now almost five years later, I have lost touch with that young woman’s mind. At 25 I am stratified by the work of a child and an adult. I must get over this hill, it's not the one I want to die on. All this to say is the backtracking and reverse engineering of ideas is a drag to sort out. Then again, it will be pretty obvious once I start, I just can’t seem to get started. It's just my resistance to research in general that makes this process challenging.

April 7^th, 2026, 5:40 PM at Home

I am finishing the transcription of my 2022 work on wardrobe theory. This probably is not the end in fact I know there is much more I haven't exhumed. However, it appears to be the end of the Rhodia grid book which is the second book of Fionna.

April 10, 2026, 3:27 PM at home

I'm sick of sitting in the past, I want to move on so badly from the retrospective and talk about what is happening now. I seem to only have one thing on my mind all the time. Fionna has a death grip on me.

April 11, 2026, 1:41 PM

I didn’t mention yesterday that I had bought a bunch of stuff at the thrift store on the 9^th and started dying pieces. I’m still wearing the short sleeve collar that was baby blue. I bought It from the salvation army off St. Elmo Street when I was living south, I think. It’s dark cool brown now. I’ve been purchasing cotton or mostly cotton blends. My first dying procedure included buckets, boiling water from the electric kettle, and Ritt dye.